I found myself this weekend, being very upset, uptight, irritated, finding fault with everything and everyone…..this baffled me, as I am not that type of a person….and the more I tried to deal with it, the more and stronger it seem to be coming….
A spiritual attack.
But like God does, he used it to my advantage.
On my way to work this morning, it struck me…..
I am seeking and I am not finding what I am seeking. Once you have tasted God, you want more and you cannot settle for anything less….
I need, I want, I have to see, feel, hear God in my life everyday!
Currently I not getting that at the church I am attending…so first thought will be RUN, right?
Well that was my first thought, but there is a small area where the Holy Ghost is actively busy stirring up, waking up and moving freely….
There is so many “gates of Religion”, trying to “guide” the flow of Holy Spirit, and God is busy pulling out these gates, so that there will be no stopping the River of the Holy Spirit and it can freely rush through the church. God is busy working on the church, even if the fire seems small, why not be a fire-starter in the area where God is busy working, soon, very soon the fire will spread to the rest of the church..
But more even, this is also exactly the problem with people worldwide, everyone is seeking….. but not exactly sure what they are seeking or why they are seeking… and nothing, NOTHING, can fill them except tasting the water Jesus spoke about, that you will never thirst again!